• Yes, I love gas masks. They are a super fun toy for psychological and breath play. Incorporating other elements into it, like smell, is also wonderful!
• The latex straight jacket you see in some of My content belongs to My sub and he got it from Libidex. The model is called The Houdini.
• I think the most useful tool for restraints are carabiners. They provide some level of quick release and make great pully system additions for rope predicaments.
• I enjoy sissification and cross dressing because of the juxtaposition and it’s a fun way to explore and challenge conventional standards of gender. In no way do I see sissification as a humiliation of femininity, but a stripping away of masculinity to the extreme opposite. Misogyny does reside in how some people play with this kink, but I don’t subscribe to that at all. Anyone who finds femininity to be humiliating isn’t worthy of being in proximity to it.
• How do we deal with the ‘Kinky people are evil’ narrative? I don’t know. I embrace the absurdity and tell them to go touch grass while their dad is in My DMs begging Me to peg him.
• Horror films have greatly influenced My lifestyle and practice. There’s so many examples though that I wouldn’t be able to go through all of them. I will say that Vampirism and blood play have been some of My longest explored and loved kinks, and I have horror media to thank for that.
• BDSM on a budget? Anything can be a dildo if you’re brave enough! (Actually don’t put anything inside your ass that doesn’t have a flared base wider than the largest part of what you’re inserting.)
• I have too many kinks to list, but denial, edge play, heavy bondage, mind fuckery/psychological play, predicaments, and really weird role plays are some of my faves right now.
• In order to get ready for a shoot, I start with some concepts the night before and write down a basic workflow outline, make sure all my equipment is charged and ready to go, and pick out outfits. Day of, I set up the equipment, listen to music while I get ready, hope My cat is quiet during filming, and pray to the smut gods to give Me the focus that My ADHD meds might fail to provide.
• I have a whole playlist of songs I use to get into My headspace for filming or sessions. Depending on the focus of the content, it’s anything moody like “#1 Crush” by Garbage, to Portishead, to Type O, or upbeat stuff like Meg Thee Stallion, to things like “Eaten” by Bloodbath. My tastes are as eclectic as My scene ideas.
• The last dream I remember was about bring abducted by aliens and fighting them. It’s always some weird shit about aliens or zombies and having to fight them.
• Why sadism? Why anything? We don’t get a choice in what turns us on. I just chose to explore and embrace the potential for cruelty within myself, as all humans are capable of horrendous acts, and learn how to express and control that in a consensual manner. Denying that people have the capacity to become monsters is how you end up with walking nightmares and humanitarian crises. No one wants to think they’re evil, but refusal to reflect on your actions and their effects despite your perception of self is how we end up becoming what we refuse to acknowledge- evil.
• Recommendations for horror films that influenced Me and anime off the top of My head:

Hellraiser 1 & 2 the Evil Dead movies the Army of Darkness movies Urotsukidoji: Legend Of The Overfiend Perfect Blue Get Out & US (Jordan Peele) Misery Alien Predator The Thing A Boy And His Dog From dusk til dawn Hard Candy They Live Logan’s Run Meatball Machine 2 Tokyo Gore Police Jojo’s Bizzare Adventure Wicked City Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust Akira Ghost In The Shell Golgo 13 The Professional Ninja Scroll Demon City Shinjuku Space Dandy Bible Black Nightshift Nurses